All this time i've been giving my parents a hard/rough time with me wanting to do what i want. Pissing them off, disappointing them, disrespecting them, Lie to them, and not listening to their advices...
And yet, today....
i just got a new car from them.They DO know about my accords' situation but still...Red 5spd civic EX is what they got me. Needs some tune up here and there but still looks nice. I was thinkin' the whole time that i dont deserve this car at all. I know i deserved with what i have still: The crappied-up accord that randomly dies (still)...i deserve with it randomly dying on me to piss me off, embarassing me with its rattling radiotor fan along with exhaust, and with my foked up paint job. I was expecting to soup up my white accord instead. But man, i know if i just fixed the white cord, it wouldn't have cost as much as the new civic i got....i really dont deserve this...parts just needed replacement on the accord. And shit..i really dont wanna sell the accord too. Too many memories and plans that was set for it. Now...man, idk. I mean i DON'T want them to give the red civic back, I DO want it. It just feels wrong to me. i think they intentionally did this to me just to make me feel regretful on the things i done. And some of you know. Damn, i was thinkin off turbocharging my accord too without anyone knowinig. See, i think im the kind of guy that iSn't "Plan" material...cuz everytime i make myself a plan...it fucks up. Like Planning to put turbo in my white accord and such. IDK, i have to do a tune up on the civic before i am to soupin' it up.
...BUT like my title says...Should swap my f22 into my undeserved 99' civic? Of course i mean that IF i were to swap since i still have the cb7.. i dont wanna sell my cb7...but i have to.
And yet, today....
i just got a new car from them.They DO know about my accords' situation but still...Red 5spd civic EX is what they got me. Needs some tune up here and there but still looks nice. I was thinkin' the whole time that i dont deserve this car at all. I know i deserved with what i have still: The crappied-up accord that randomly dies (still)...i deserve with it randomly dying on me to piss me off, embarassing me with its rattling radiotor fan along with exhaust, and with my foked up paint job. I was expecting to soup up my white accord instead. But man, i know if i just fixed the white cord, it wouldn't have cost as much as the new civic i got....i really dont deserve this...parts just needed replacement on the accord. And shit..i really dont wanna sell the accord too. Too many memories and plans that was set for it. Now...man, idk. I mean i DON'T want them to give the red civic back, I DO want it. It just feels wrong to me. i think they intentionally did this to me just to make me feel regretful on the things i done. And some of you know. Damn, i was thinkin off turbocharging my accord too without anyone knowinig. See, i think im the kind of guy that iSn't "Plan" material...cuz everytime i make myself a plan...it fucks up. Like Planning to put turbo in my white accord and such. IDK, i have to do a tune up on the civic before i am to soupin' it up.
...BUT like my title says...Should swap my f22 into my undeserved 99' civic? Of course i mean that IF i were to swap since i still have the cb7.. i dont wanna sell my cb7...but i have to.
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