soo a week ago i was crazy about this girl kirsti that i couldnt get enough of and we had hung out...
then i posted up some troubled threads, and she went out with this other guy, and i realized that the way things happen, is predictable, because nothing works out good for me. i could see what bad could happen, and it would...
this saturday night, there was a huge party, and i really wanted kirsti to go, but i realized she wouldnt and i couldnt do anything about it
i had a pretty negative outlook on things, but it was because they were true, then i took a lexapro and not much happened, but then next day (yesterday) i was feeling wierd kind of good like the beginning of a trip
last night i was talking about tripping, and i started to feel wierd like i was about to but not really, so i called my friend and he brought me over a hit of acid.
3:30 am friday morning i put the ish on my tongue, and preceded to write
i was trying everything i could to get her back but i decided to give up, i still wanted her back, but giving up was what i had to do to get her back.
i started to accept things and i became happier, i just started talking to myself
i was tripping balls and went to meet a felllow cb7tuner and gave him some free stock bumper lights.
then it was time to meet my friend, who we were going to plot against kirsti's boyfriend
my skateboard had been stolen and i got a deck off my wall signed by tony hawk and said fuck it, because the kid i was meating was bringing me trucks and wheels
well i got there, and couldnt find him, so embarrasingly called kirsti for the number
and she gave it to me
i find out hes not there, im still tripping, and normally i would have looked at this situation horribly,
but i tell the guy there whats up, and the kid is like, ill sell u my trucks
5 bucks
and im like wheels and everything and hes like 10 dollars
and im like after i get into the park ill only have 7
so i get hooked up anyways with 60 dollars worth of stuff for 7 bucks
im just relaxing skateboarding and feeling good about my life
when my phone rings
its kirsti and she needs a ride hom,e i want to give it to her
but i dont want her to get in the act of using me, so i tell her ill call her back
she gives me the wrong directions there, and i finally pick her up, with no gas. as she leaves she says "i think hes mad at me" (i met her bf
)
and i go, " i think im mad at you for making me do this" then i flirted with her and ripped the ebrake the entire way home
now heres where it gets good
i knew from teh beginning i wouldnt get to bring her to that party it was like a dream or something, she gets home to call her rents which arent home yet...
she calls and talks to them, "My parents are not coming home tonight"
and i talk to her mom, and make her mom laugh. and while im talking kirsti stabs me with a stick and it breaks so as soon as i get off the phone with her mom i go and pick her up and we are getting all over each other
an hour or so later and then shes like: i cant! it wouldnt feel right
and im like but do you want to? and shes like yeah but i cant! and im like ok. we kept talking for an hour and then i was like i needa go (streetracing ftmfw)
and i say goodbye to her.
then i posted up some troubled threads, and she went out with this other guy, and i realized that the way things happen, is predictable, because nothing works out good for me. i could see what bad could happen, and it would...
this saturday night, there was a huge party, and i really wanted kirsti to go, but i realized she wouldnt and i couldnt do anything about it
i had a pretty negative outlook on things, but it was because they were true, then i took a lexapro and not much happened, but then next day (yesterday) i was feeling wierd kind of good like the beginning of a trip
last night i was talking about tripping, and i started to feel wierd like i was about to but not really, so i called my friend and he brought me over a hit of acid.
3:30 am friday morning i put the ish on my tongue, and preceded to write
i was trying everything i could to get her back but i decided to give up, i still wanted her back, but giving up was what i had to do to get her back.
i started to accept things and i became happier, i just started talking to myself
i was tripping balls and went to meet a felllow cb7tuner and gave him some free stock bumper lights.
then it was time to meet my friend, who we were going to plot against kirsti's boyfriend
my skateboard had been stolen and i got a deck off my wall signed by tony hawk and said fuck it, because the kid i was meating was bringing me trucks and wheels
well i got there, and couldnt find him, so embarrasingly called kirsti for the number
and she gave it to me
i find out hes not there, im still tripping, and normally i would have looked at this situation horribly,
but i tell the guy there whats up, and the kid is like, ill sell u my trucks
5 bucks
and im like wheels and everything and hes like 10 dollars
and im like after i get into the park ill only have 7
so i get hooked up anyways with 60 dollars worth of stuff for 7 bucks
im just relaxing skateboarding and feeling good about my life
when my phone rings
its kirsti and she needs a ride hom,e i want to give it to her
but i dont want her to get in the act of using me, so i tell her ill call her back
she gives me the wrong directions there, and i finally pick her up, with no gas. as she leaves she says "i think hes mad at me" (i met her bf
) and i go, " i think im mad at you for making me do this" then i flirted with her and ripped the ebrake the entire way home
now heres where it gets good
i knew from teh beginning i wouldnt get to bring her to that party it was like a dream or something, she gets home to call her rents which arent home yet...
she calls and talks to them, "My parents are not coming home tonight"
and i talk to her mom, and make her mom laugh. and while im talking kirsti stabs me with a stick and it breaks so as soon as i get off the phone with her mom i go and pick her up and we are getting all over each other
an hour or so later and then shes like: i cant! it wouldnt feel right
and im like but do you want to? and shes like yeah but i cant! and im like ok. we kept talking for an hour and then i was like i needa go (streetracing ftmfw)
and i say goodbye to her.
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