Alright, so the time is coming for people to start moving out of their houses, and start to move into their dorms. It really sucks, and I know millions of kids are losing friends, but I'm ranting. I've got very, very few friends that are in my grade. Primarily because in 7th grade, I was held back because it turns out you aren't allowed to miss 35+ days in a school year. (who knew 
) anyway, the majority of my friends are leaving. I'm 17, and I'm going to be a Junior this year. This entire summer I dated a girl that was 19 (yeah, 
) and I met a group of the best people I've ever met. These kids were a ton of fun to be around, always. One of them left this morning at 8, and I had absolutely no idea. We were supposed to get lunch one last time before he left. The rest of them leave in two days. My best friend, Sean. I've known him since I was 1, we met on an elephant in the circus when we were both very young. I was 1, he was 2. His mom wanted my mom to take a picture of him on the elephant, and ever since then we've been friends. Anyway, he leaves in 2 hours. He says he'll come back weekends, but I really doubt that. Anyway, hes leaving in two hours. That girl I dated, Kiley. Me and her have become so, so very close. We started hanging out like a month or 2 before school ended, hookedup and basically were dating about a month before school ended, then we decided to date during the summer. She leaves on Tuesday. Along with the majority of the people I've made good friends with. Adam, Matt, Tran, ect. And it really sucks that everybody is leaving all at once. I'm literally going to have nothing to do next week. Ontop of them leaving, my best girlfriend Sara Jane is leaving tomorrow for Atlanta. She is supposed to stay for an entire week, but if her friend doesn't get in touch with her soon, then it'll only be for the weekend. She'll be back, but reguardless, shes leaving too. So it's not like I can go hang out with her to get my mind off of everybody else. Me and Kiley split up because she was scared of being too attached when she left for college. She said she would promise me we would hang out before she left, because she really wants to see me one more time before she leaves. She said that 3 weeks ago, and we still haven't hung out. She leaves on Tuesday, and I honestly in my heart do not think I'm going to see her before she leaves. And that will be really, really upsetting. I mean I've got other friends, outside of this select group, but it's not so easy to not talk to somebody for 3 weeks then want to hang out for a week constantly when everybody else is gone, that'd be a shitty thing to do anyway. Also, one of thoes people in that group isn't leaving. Kyle. So I've got him, but he's got his head so far up his girlfriends ass, I rarely see him. This is just really upsetting and depressing, that I'm losing so many friends within a week. I know I'll see them again, but theres no telling when it'll be, and there's no guarantee that I'll see them again.
notop of that, im trin to get some play on the side and all these girls are about havin relationships! nobody wants to just hit it and quit anymore these days?
ugh.
) anyway, the majority of my friends are leaving. I'm 17, and I'm going to be a Junior this year. This entire summer I dated a girl that was 19 (yeah, ) and I met a group of the best people I've ever met. These kids were a ton of fun to be around, always. One of them left this morning at 8, and I had absolutely no idea. We were supposed to get lunch one last time before he left. The rest of them leave in two days. My best friend, Sean. I've known him since I was 1, we met on an elephant in the circus when we were both very young. I was 1, he was 2. His mom wanted my mom to take a picture of him on the elephant, and ever since then we've been friends. Anyway, he leaves in 2 hours. He says he'll come back weekends, but I really doubt that. Anyway, hes leaving in two hours. That girl I dated, Kiley. Me and her have become so, so very close. We started hanging out like a month or 2 before school ended, hookedup and basically were dating about a month before school ended, then we decided to date during the summer. She leaves on Tuesday. Along with the majority of the people I've made good friends with. Adam, Matt, Tran, ect. And it really sucks that everybody is leaving all at once. I'm literally going to have nothing to do next week. Ontop of them leaving, my best girlfriend Sara Jane is leaving tomorrow for Atlanta. She is supposed to stay for an entire week, but if her friend doesn't get in touch with her soon, then it'll only be for the weekend. She'll be back, but reguardless, shes leaving too. So it's not like I can go hang out with her to get my mind off of everybody else. Me and Kiley split up because she was scared of being too attached when she left for college. She said she would promise me we would hang out before she left, because she really wants to see me one more time before she leaves. She said that 3 weeks ago, and we still haven't hung out. She leaves on Tuesday, and I honestly in my heart do not think I'm going to see her before she leaves. And that will be really, really upsetting. I mean I've got other friends, outside of this select group, but it's not so easy to not talk to somebody for 3 weeks then want to hang out for a week constantly when everybody else is gone, that'd be a shitty thing to do anyway. Also, one of thoes people in that group isn't leaving. Kyle. So I've got him, but he's got his head so far up his girlfriends ass, I rarely see him. This is just really upsetting and depressing, that I'm losing so many friends within a week. I know I'll see them again, but theres no telling when it'll be, and there's no guarantee that I'll see them again. notop of that, im trin to get some play on the side and all these girls are about havin relationships! nobody wants to just hit it and quit anymore these days?
ugh.
So just spare yourself heart ache and get her out of your system. (BANG MORE CHICS!) Not trying to bust your bubble, just keeping it real! 
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