FUCK am i hurting.
some fat black woman tripped over my IV's and ripped 4 or 5 needles out of my left arm/hand. then that same girl and another nurse dropped me on my bed while trying to pick me up and slide me up in bed.
this is just horrible. i sleep for 2 hours, wake up with my back stiff as a baseball bat and cant move, so then i gotta wake my parents up so they can pick me up out of bed and walk me around... just fucking horrible.
they took away my morphine on day 3 of 5, so i was in more fucking pain friday then id ever known possible before then.
now im home tho, on percacets and valium. they do alright for about 3 to 4 hours, but im supposed to only take 2 perc every 6 houts, so u can see my promble.
im never hungery and my stomach always hurts... gawd talk about miserable...
but at least i just sleep most of the times. i probably sleep 18 out of the 24 hours of a day.
so far ive gotten a few "get well" gifts. i got a 1/18 scale nissan skyline r32 model, and a 25 dollar itumes card, and my family from iowa said they all sent money but its takes 7 days for mail to get to va from ia. so we'll see. if my back dont get considerably better fast, im gonna have to sell the cb, its way to rough. i cant even ride in wheel chairs hardly im sooooooooooooo fucking sore.
god this just sucks i cant believe i let someone do this to me....
some fat black woman tripped over my IV's and ripped 4 or 5 needles out of my left arm/hand. then that same girl and another nurse dropped me on my bed while trying to pick me up and slide me up in bed.
this is just horrible. i sleep for 2 hours, wake up with my back stiff as a baseball bat and cant move, so then i gotta wake my parents up so they can pick me up out of bed and walk me around... just fucking horrible.
they took away my morphine on day 3 of 5, so i was in more fucking pain friday then id ever known possible before then.
now im home tho, on percacets and valium. they do alright for about 3 to 4 hours, but im supposed to only take 2 perc every 6 houts, so u can see my promble.
im never hungery and my stomach always hurts... gawd talk about miserable...
but at least i just sleep most of the times. i probably sleep 18 out of the 24 hours of a day.
so far ive gotten a few "get well" gifts. i got a 1/18 scale nissan skyline r32 model, and a 25 dollar itumes card, and my family from iowa said they all sent money but its takes 7 days for mail to get to va from ia. so we'll see. if my back dont get considerably better fast, im gonna have to sell the cb, its way to rough. i cant even ride in wheel chairs hardly im sooooooooooooo fucking sore.
god this just sucks i cant believe i let someone do this to me....
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