very deppressed

[Beefy]

damn i am so fucking depressed it isn't funny. i have lost a damn good friend to a motorcycle wreck yesterday. and it was almost 3 yrs to the day that my best friend got killed by a drunk driver. he was damn near a brother to me. and i just feel like crawling under a rock and never coming out.
you guys are greatly missed and you know it and the bad part mark left 3 boys behind. god damn tractor in the road and he hit them head on came over the hill and the tractor was crossing the road and there was no way to stop or get around. but why in the hell does this shit happen to me

[deevergote]

but why in the hell does this shit happen to me

Sounds like the shit is happening to your friends, not you...

I'm sorry to hear about the losses. It's hard to lose people that are close to you. I've lost a lot of people in my life, and while you become accustomed to the feeling, you never get used to it. You also never truly let go... you'll always miss them. Just think of the good times, and be there for the other people that are affected by their loss. YOU are still alive... don't forget that.

[Beefy]

well it seems like it is happing to me. i just can't get over loosing friends. i just talked to him like 20 min before it happend too. but like i said i just feel really really bad that he left 3 boys. and i was pretty close to them. and they keep asking where daddy is and that is what the worst thing is.

[wed3k]

so take his place?

[trcsbrian]

so take his place?

what was the purpose of saying some dumb shit like that...?

[wed3k]

i dont necessarily think it was dumb but if he cared enough he would help supprot the 3 boys assuming that they could not support themselves.

i dont know the siutation enough to give detailed feedback but if my homie passed, id be there for his kid. i mean im selfish but i still care to a certain extent.

so know your role dum dum no gum gum.

[FuncOvrForm]

so know your role dum dum no gum gum.

LOL.

[trcsbrian]

those aren't his kids to be paying child support or playing the role of their father. Just cuz he's close to them doesn't mean he has to pour his soul onto them.

And thats not even the point. You don't just bring that out on someone like that who just lost someone he cared about.

relax with that net beef little man.

[wed3k]

LOL.

watched the Night at the Museum? it was actually a pretty good movie considering fromt he previews it seemed kinda stupid.

to tell you the truth, i probably wouldnt of even watched it if i wasnt stuck on a plane for 13 hours.

no gum gum

[sackingz123]

so take his place?

wow, that was wrong.

[FuncOvrForm]

watched the Night at the Museum? it was actually a pretty good movie considering fromt he previews it seemed kinda stupid.

to tell you the truth, i probably wouldnt of even watched it if i wasnt stuck on a plane for 13 hours.

no gum gum

lol that big ass statue.

[DirtySouthHonda]

Beefy, I also lost someone very important to me. My grandfather, ever since my life began, took care of me and my grandmother. I really miss him a lot and I wish he was still here. He passed away in June 2003. He taught me so much that I'll never forget him. At times, I feel depressed, but I always think of all the great times we had.

~DirtySouthHonda

My Grandfather:
Roosevelt Hudson
1928-2004

[Beefy]

damn people are assholes anymore.

[Clueless]

what was the purpose of saying some dumb shit like that...?

I don't think he meant to literally take his place, but to be of a fatherly/big bother role model. Every kid needs a good male role model in the growing up stages of life.