I must say things are still very good with me. Still working, still good with my family and still working on getting in school. With that in mind, I am a firm believe that the good has to be taken with the bad. With that being said, the things between me and the girl I had the little thing going with took a turn for the worst.
I mobbed to Bakersfield again to kick it with her and some friends for her birthday. I had bought her flowers and got a new outfit and even had the Marauder lent to me by my father. Well, I get down there and they said they were going to be longer then expected. Fine, I go to a friends house and kick it. I get a text saying they were going there. Well I get a text saying they all were heading over to the hookah bar. I get in the car and mob over there.
I get there, pay the cover charge and walk in. I text her saying I was there and ask where everyone was sitting at. No answer. I call and again no answer. So I walk out to call a friend and get the flowers. I am standing there and then i see her standing by a charger. I go to walk over, and some other dude steps out. She wraps her arms around him and they exchange this long kiss and the 2 other girls were standing there messing with their phones.
I just shook my head, put my face down got in the car and left. I had what was probably the longest drive home from Bakersfield yet. The whole time I was thinking what i may have done wrong or why this happened. I dont now my mind is blown by all of this. I guess she wasnt too keen on waiting until I knew i was fully ready? I dont know.
I try to bring as much positive out of situations as possible, and the only positive I can get from this is that we werent together and happened early enough to where I know her true colors and not to mess with her anymore. Why this had to happen? I dont know. All I know is that regardless of us not being together i feel used, lied to, and pretty much played for a fool. Females dont realize us guys do have feelings and some of the shit they do does hurt. Thisi no exception. One thing I do know, life isnt going to stop nor is this the end of the world.
Time to move on again.
I mobbed to Bakersfield again to kick it with her and some friends for her birthday. I had bought her flowers and got a new outfit and even had the Marauder lent to me by my father. Well, I get down there and they said they were going to be longer then expected. Fine, I go to a friends house and kick it. I get a text saying they were going there. Well I get a text saying they all were heading over to the hookah bar. I get in the car and mob over there.
I get there, pay the cover charge and walk in. I text her saying I was there and ask where everyone was sitting at. No answer. I call and again no answer. So I walk out to call a friend and get the flowers. I am standing there and then i see her standing by a charger. I go to walk over, and some other dude steps out. She wraps her arms around him and they exchange this long kiss and the 2 other girls were standing there messing with their phones.
I just shook my head, put my face down got in the car and left. I had what was probably the longest drive home from Bakersfield yet. The whole time I was thinking what i may have done wrong or why this happened. I dont now my mind is blown by all of this. I guess she wasnt too keen on waiting until I knew i was fully ready? I dont know.
I try to bring as much positive out of situations as possible, and the only positive I can get from this is that we werent together and happened early enough to where I know her true colors and not to mess with her anymore. Why this had to happen? I dont know. All I know is that regardless of us not being together i feel used, lied to, and pretty much played for a fool. Females dont realize us guys do have feelings and some of the shit they do does hurt. Thisi no exception. One thing I do know, life isnt going to stop nor is this the end of the world.
Time to move on again.
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