I've had a rough miserable day today.
So, I met this girl back in October. Things were good. I was in a shitty spot when we met, between jobs and stuff, and she was there for me and helped me through and motivated me.
We grew closer, and I started falling for her more and more.
I just spent the whole weekend with her, and we had an amazing time. I got to her place a little early and she said she wanted to take a nap before I showed up, so said she was going to lay down for like 20 mins.
I was like alright, that's cool, so I just climbed in the bed beside her and she rolls over and wraps her arm around me and snuggles her head into my chest and starts to fall asleep. We're laying there quietly, some country music quietly on the radio. I'm drifting in and out of closing my eyes while she sleeps on my chest. Just the two of us alone. This 20 minute nap turned into about an hour, since we were just so comfortable and content laying there together. She finally wakes up and looks up at me and kisses me.
Literally made me melt. It was such a nice enjoyable moment for us where we both just got away from everything.
So, I take her out for a nice dinner. Have a great time. Come back to her place and hit the hot tub and pool at the rec complex at her apartment. After that, we head back and have some dessert and go up to her room and watch a movie together. By the time it's over, it's about 11:30, so we decide to go to bed.
We cuddle and kiss and stuff and fall asleep together, and wake up in the morning. We fool around a bit....or an hour or so and just kinda go crazy on each other. We finish up and go out for breakfast. Head back to her place and begin to make plans for the next time we go out and say our goodbyes.
I drive home and havent heard from her in a few hours and I'm like something is up.
Later that evening I get a text from her saying that she spent the rest of the day thinking, and thinks this whole thing just isn't going to work and we're probably better to let it go. There's more detail to it than that, but basically she just doesn't see it going any further and that we don't have enough in common and stuff. I think she was trying to come off as she's too good for me.
Out of the blue, just hits me with this bombshell. I don't get it. I can't wrap my head around it. I bent over backwards for this girl and just her presence made me happy. She was a total keeper. Very cute, educated, smart, funny....we got along so well. We spend a wonderful weekend together and just cuts it off, and I just can't figure it out.
I'm not looking for advice or anything from this, I'm more just venting and getting it off my chest because I've just been so upset and confused about it.
And this, is the start of my year beginning to fall apart, just like last year did.
FML sometimes.
Everyone just carry on. You read the sob story, that's about all it is. Nothing more to do with it.
So, I met this girl back in October. Things were good. I was in a shitty spot when we met, between jobs and stuff, and she was there for me and helped me through and motivated me.
We grew closer, and I started falling for her more and more.
I just spent the whole weekend with her, and we had an amazing time. I got to her place a little early and she said she wanted to take a nap before I showed up, so said she was going to lay down for like 20 mins.
I was like alright, that's cool, so I just climbed in the bed beside her and she rolls over and wraps her arm around me and snuggles her head into my chest and starts to fall asleep. We're laying there quietly, some country music quietly on the radio. I'm drifting in and out of closing my eyes while she sleeps on my chest. Just the two of us alone. This 20 minute nap turned into about an hour, since we were just so comfortable and content laying there together. She finally wakes up and looks up at me and kisses me.
Literally made me melt. It was such a nice enjoyable moment for us where we both just got away from everything.
So, I take her out for a nice dinner. Have a great time. Come back to her place and hit the hot tub and pool at the rec complex at her apartment. After that, we head back and have some dessert and go up to her room and watch a movie together. By the time it's over, it's about 11:30, so we decide to go to bed.
We cuddle and kiss and stuff and fall asleep together, and wake up in the morning. We fool around a bit....or an hour or so and just kinda go crazy on each other. We finish up and go out for breakfast. Head back to her place and begin to make plans for the next time we go out and say our goodbyes.
I drive home and havent heard from her in a few hours and I'm like something is up.
Later that evening I get a text from her saying that she spent the rest of the day thinking, and thinks this whole thing just isn't going to work and we're probably better to let it go. There's more detail to it than that, but basically she just doesn't see it going any further and that we don't have enough in common and stuff. I think she was trying to come off as she's too good for me.
Out of the blue, just hits me with this bombshell. I don't get it. I can't wrap my head around it. I bent over backwards for this girl and just her presence made me happy. She was a total keeper. Very cute, educated, smart, funny....we got along so well. We spend a wonderful weekend together and just cuts it off, and I just can't figure it out.
I'm not looking for advice or anything from this, I'm more just venting and getting it off my chest because I've just been so upset and confused about it.
And this, is the start of my year beginning to fall apart, just like last year did.
FML sometimes.
Everyone just carry on. You read the sob story, that's about all it is. Nothing more to do with it.
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