personal issues I have. woman problems first. lol. Last time I thought she was fucking around. She's still pissing me off. She's still talking to her friend that stole from me. She's still telling people my business. Telling them about my dreams and what not. She thinks I dont know about her shady ways.
She's on facebook flirting now. She's doing shit behind my back that is pissing me off. She thinks I'm stupid. I dont even wanna touch her anymore. she's so fucking hardheaded too. Like talking to a brick wall. Dont matter how many times I tell her not to do something she still does it. She's just using me because she cant do shit and I'm stuck in this lease with her.
My job is driving me insane. I am not getting along too well with some of my co workers. All my buddies have either been fired or quit because of the bullshit thats goes on. Everyone is waiting for you to fuck up and when you do they pounce. really professional. It is a really stressful enviroment. Then there is the buddy system type deal. The bossman is extremely biased and not nuetral. The bossman above him is from west virginia and pretty much hates ni**ers. Yay...The one freind I thought I still had is funny acting now.
I've been suspecting him of shadyness ever since my buddy got fired. It was the shadyiest most chicken shit way to fire someone.Then again. Estes is a chicken shit company.( i might create a seperate thread just for this) So this fake friend is up the boss's ass daily and pretends that he did not know anything about our buddy getting canned. Real talk my job is kinda like chicago politics. Really. fucking damn boss is blagojevich..
So I dont trust him(fake friend) anymore. He really shouldn't trust me either. I think he knows that because he doesn't say shit to me anymore. I have dirt on EVERYONE in that shop and he is the worst offender. I told him if I ever leave that he will be very pissed off at me. Also truck drivers constantly irritate the shit out of me. I'm convinced that they are the stupidest people on earth.Oh and they cut my work time by 5 hours. So I only work 40 hours a week now. I'm losing almost $100.
Friends can be funny acting too. They'll want you to give or do shit for free as a favor but when its the reverse they want to SELL it to you. Doesn't matter what it is or how trivial it is. Sometimes they'll criticize you then turn around and want your help or for you to hook them up. Now what kind of peanut butter and jelly shit is that?
My project is stalled .. yet..AGAIN. Its foward then backwards with this shit maine. I swear. I was offered a great price for an awesome engine because the seller was going thru hardship and had a hell of a time selling it. Well here comes me. I paypal him $500 to hold it for me until the beginning of january.
Then I'll close the deal. What does he do? He renegs on me. Sells it to some other cocksucker for a G right under my nose maine. An acura dealership did me like that once too. These people should be shot. At least I got my money back both times. If I cant enjoy things then what in the blue hell is the point of living?
Also I'm irrated at the fact that I have to pay full rent and utilities while other people dont. Wtf? Oh and I hate the UAW now. I use to admire the shit out of them but now I see that they are just a bunch of spoiled bitches. HA.. Its possible I could get fired(not layed off because estes is chicken shit and will not pay unemployment so they will force you out somehow) and lose my job. No 95% of my previous salary for me while I'm fired..laid off.
Also I'm getting fat. I got out of my routine because I've been a lazy sack of shit and need a reality check. I'm 200lbs now and only 5'8" WTF? I should be 155# lean. I cant even complete a 2 mile run at this state on time. I'm use to running 16 minutes flat for a 2 mile and 24 for three miles and now it takes me like 24 minutes to run 2 miles.. Oh and I picked up smoking black and milds.black and milds> cigarettes. <---did I do that right?
I'm literally on edge and I'm about to jump. No not kill myself. I'm seriously trying to catch the next plane back to Iraq. I already emailed my first sgt about it and you know what he said? "Well I got you down as volunteered already". There's a waiting list man. WTF? but if you want you can go to afghanistan in 2010. No I dont want that place.
Its is unfamaliar to me and by 2010 I might not wanna be deployed. 2010 is a fucking year away and I need gone now. Also apprently it is also very difficult to go active army from the reserve now. The reason they give is because the army reserve is losing too many soldiers too fast to the active army.
Well geee I wonder why? So I have to aquire ten fucking signatures. First from the company commander, then the battalion commander, then the group commander, then the brigade commander ...etc.. I 'm suprised the president doesn't have to sign off for me.
Meanwhile the commanders are drrraaaaaaaginng their feet. Redepoyment will help me. Its very stressful but it will get out of my lease legally, away from shady fucks at my job for at least a year, and with no bills I will stack teh paper nicely. *sigh* Plus army deployment/life/service overseas is quite an experience and past the stress that it brings it pwns.
I look at GWB different now. Because if it was not for him I would have never been deployed. Never picked up vital skills(that I used to get my 40k/yr job) and made the money that I made to pull myself out of bum land.
Not to mention its the best feeling on earth when americans thank you for serving by buying you drinks and giving up first class seats. Spraying your plane with a fire truck as it lands, cookies, bunny ranch trips..etc. As much as I bitch about the army I'm in it for life maine.
p.s.if you actually read my entire rant you are awesome and most likely bored.
She's on facebook flirting now. She's doing shit behind my back that is pissing me off. She thinks I'm stupid. I dont even wanna touch her anymore. she's so fucking hardheaded too. Like talking to a brick wall. Dont matter how many times I tell her not to do something she still does it. She's just using me because she cant do shit and I'm stuck in this lease with her.
My job is driving me insane. I am not getting along too well with some of my co workers. All my buddies have either been fired or quit because of the bullshit thats goes on. Everyone is waiting for you to fuck up and when you do they pounce. really professional. It is a really stressful enviroment. Then there is the buddy system type deal. The bossman is extremely biased and not nuetral. The bossman above him is from west virginia and pretty much hates ni**ers. Yay...The one freind I thought I still had is funny acting now.
I've been suspecting him of shadyness ever since my buddy got fired. It was the shadyiest most chicken shit way to fire someone.Then again. Estes is a chicken shit company.( i might create a seperate thread just for this) So this fake friend is up the boss's ass daily and pretends that he did not know anything about our buddy getting canned. Real talk my job is kinda like chicago politics. Really. fucking damn boss is blagojevich..
So I dont trust him(fake friend) anymore. He really shouldn't trust me either. I think he knows that because he doesn't say shit to me anymore. I have dirt on EVERYONE in that shop and he is the worst offender. I told him if I ever leave that he will be very pissed off at me. Also truck drivers constantly irritate the shit out of me. I'm convinced that they are the stupidest people on earth.Oh and they cut my work time by 5 hours. So I only work 40 hours a week now. I'm losing almost $100.
Friends can be funny acting too. They'll want you to give or do shit for free as a favor but when its the reverse they want to SELL it to you. Doesn't matter what it is or how trivial it is. Sometimes they'll criticize you then turn around and want your help or for you to hook them up. Now what kind of peanut butter and jelly shit is that?
My project is stalled .. yet..AGAIN. Its foward then backwards with this shit maine. I swear. I was offered a great price for an awesome engine because the seller was going thru hardship and had a hell of a time selling it. Well here comes me. I paypal him $500 to hold it for me until the beginning of january.
Then I'll close the deal. What does he do? He renegs on me. Sells it to some other cocksucker for a G right under my nose maine. An acura dealership did me like that once too. These people should be shot. At least I got my money back both times. If I cant enjoy things then what in the blue hell is the point of living?
Also I'm irrated at the fact that I have to pay full rent and utilities while other people dont. Wtf? Oh and I hate the UAW now. I use to admire the shit out of them but now I see that they are just a bunch of spoiled bitches. HA.. Its possible I could get fired(not layed off because estes is chicken shit and will not pay unemployment so they will force you out somehow) and lose my job. No 95% of my previous salary for me while I'm fired..laid off.
Also I'm getting fat. I got out of my routine because I've been a lazy sack of shit and need a reality check. I'm 200lbs now and only 5'8" WTF? I should be 155# lean. I cant even complete a 2 mile run at this state on time. I'm use to running 16 minutes flat for a 2 mile and 24 for three miles and now it takes me like 24 minutes to run 2 miles.. Oh and I picked up smoking black and milds.black and milds> cigarettes. <---did I do that right?
I'm literally on edge and I'm about to jump. No not kill myself. I'm seriously trying to catch the next plane back to Iraq. I already emailed my first sgt about it and you know what he said? "Well I got you down as volunteered already". There's a waiting list man. WTF? but if you want you can go to afghanistan in 2010. No I dont want that place.
Its is unfamaliar to me and by 2010 I might not wanna be deployed. 2010 is a fucking year away and I need gone now. Also apprently it is also very difficult to go active army from the reserve now. The reason they give is because the army reserve is losing too many soldiers too fast to the active army.
Well geee I wonder why? So I have to aquire ten fucking signatures. First from the company commander, then the battalion commander, then the group commander, then the brigade commander ...etc.. I 'm suprised the president doesn't have to sign off for me.
Meanwhile the commanders are drrraaaaaaaginng their feet. Redepoyment will help me. Its very stressful but it will get out of my lease legally, away from shady fucks at my job for at least a year, and with no bills I will stack teh paper nicely. *sigh* Plus army deployment/life/service overseas is quite an experience and past the stress that it brings it pwns.
I look at GWB different now. Because if it was not for him I would have never been deployed. Never picked up vital skills(that I used to get my 40k/yr job) and made the money that I made to pull myself out of bum land.
Not to mention its the best feeling on earth when americans thank you for serving by buying you drinks and giving up first class seats. Spraying your plane with a fire truck as it lands, cookies, bunny ranch trips..etc. As much as I bitch about the army I'm in it for life maine.
p.s.if you actually read my entire rant you are awesome and most likely bored.
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