Tomorrow (may 17th) I will no longer be Mr. Benjamin G...but Mr AND MRS. Benjamin G ...or something.
I'm JUST NOW starting to get excited (at 2am).
Well we will be getting married tomorrow at 5:30pm in Jefferson at the Hale House...then we will be staying at a different B&B that first night...then driving to Dallas to fly to Florida...then we'll stay in Tyler for two nights...then come home.
I'll have "safe" pics up too...heh heh heh.
It's weird...I'm not really nervous...but excited/anxious to get the ceremony over with. This is kinda like...ok this is a horrible comparison...but when I got my tattoo. I got home and looked in the mirror...it wasn't odd...or weird...or awkward. It seemed like it belonged there...like it had always been there. Even now I look and it doesn't stick out to me.
I have the same feeling when I think about being married to my beauty. I want the ceremony to be over with and to go smoothly but I'm not anxious about our life together...I know it won't be a piece of cake but I'm not worried about it either. Might have to do with my mindset on the subject...I don't see this as the next step in our relationship...I see it as...my existence...that's the best way I can put it. THIS is how I am to exist...with HER...if we get into a fight or whatever...well...it's like stubbing my toe. I know I'm going to stub my toe...but I don't want to cut my toe off or never see it again...even if I do it several times...I would of course "turn the light on" (have fun with the metaphor...I expect to see 3 motivational speeches using the 'turn the light on and stop stubbing your toe' analogy on my desk by next week!).
Any way...GOOD NIGHT (yeah right)
----well I'm in Florida...second day of my honeymoon ---
I'll have some safe photos up when I get back...later!
I'm JUST NOW starting to get excited (at 2am).
Well we will be getting married tomorrow at 5:30pm in Jefferson at the Hale House...then we will be staying at a different B&B that first night...then driving to Dallas to fly to Florida...then we'll stay in Tyler for two nights...then come home.
I'll have "safe" pics up too...heh heh heh.
It's weird...I'm not really nervous...but excited/anxious to get the ceremony over with. This is kinda like...ok this is a horrible comparison...but when I got my tattoo. I got home and looked in the mirror...it wasn't odd...or weird...or awkward. It seemed like it belonged there...like it had always been there. Even now I look and it doesn't stick out to me.
I have the same feeling when I think about being married to my beauty. I want the ceremony to be over with and to go smoothly but I'm not anxious about our life together...I know it won't be a piece of cake but I'm not worried about it either. Might have to do with my mindset on the subject...I don't see this as the next step in our relationship...I see it as...my existence...that's the best way I can put it. THIS is how I am to exist...with HER...if we get into a fight or whatever...well...it's like stubbing my toe. I know I'm going to stub my toe...but I don't want to cut my toe off or never see it again...even if I do it several times...I would of course "turn the light on" (have fun with the metaphor...I expect to see 3 motivational speeches using the 'turn the light on and stop stubbing your toe' analogy on my desk by next week!).
Any way...GOOD NIGHT (yeah right)
----well I'm in Florida...second day of my honeymoon ---
I'll have some safe photos up when I get back...later!
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