So I overdosed 2 days ago it was because of me being a reckless dumbass (phenobarbital tramadol dxm valium and cocaine) I was found with almost no pulse breathing barely I was rushed to the ER where my heart stopped 2 times and they brought me back I don't remember a thing but I woke up with a tube down my throat (which they removed shortly after UGH it hurt like a bitch) doctor told me I would need to stay at least the night there I said only if he would give me something othe then methadone (becase I was withdrawling from opiates). Which they wouldn't. So I left and came home. (which was stupid but better then suffering all night long)
But when my heart stopped my brain suffered damage because of no blood flow some of the damage is temp most is perm. I also hae trouble remembering things people and names so keep that in mind. And don't be pissed if I know you and forgot who ya are.
Quiting all drugs for good. Except natural ones and a beer here and there
Feels so good to be alive I have memory problems so bad now and I have to go to the doctor to see how much damage I did to my brain and get therapy of some kind to help my speach (its alittle slurred)
The second time my heart stopped it started back 2 seconds before they were going to call my time of death and there was no blood flow in my brain for a long time.
The doctor told me I was lucky to be able to talk walk or even remember any of my fiends or family I feel so lucky.
This is my one chance guys! going to straightin up so glad im alive
But when my heart stopped my brain suffered damage because of no blood flow some of the damage is temp most is perm. I also hae trouble remembering things people and names so keep that in mind. And don't be pissed if I know you and forgot who ya are.
Quiting all drugs for good. Except natural ones and a beer here and there
Feels so good to be alive I have memory problems so bad now and I have to go to the doctor to see how much damage I did to my brain and get therapy of some kind to help my speach (its alittle slurred)
The second time my heart stopped it started back 2 seconds before they were going to call my time of death and there was no blood flow in my brain for a long time.
The doctor told me I was lucky to be able to talk walk or even remember any of my fiends or family I feel so lucky.
This is my one chance guys! going to straightin up so glad im alive
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