like I'm slowly slipping into alcoholism. Like right now!..I'm drinking a 2 day old mix drink of KG and diet coke, just to get more drunk. This isn't a thread about me bitching about my problem. Alcoholism is a life choice. Not a damned desaese. I know what I'm doing is dumb and immature. I guess I'm just looking for some friends to guide me in the right direction. My "friends", who have always been there for me, have, since turning of legal age, have used alcohol as a way to kill boredom., and now just as a way of life. It scares the hell out of me that I'm turning into something that i sore to not turn into but, I'm just not sure I have the will power to stop. I know my limit and I now when others have had to much. But I'm too much of a pussy to help myself or my friends. I don't wanna be the guy that tells everyone how to live. Far be it from me to tell anyone how to live. I've had so many damn speeding tickets, a D.U.I., and I just recently gotten of, very lightly, a "furnishing alcohol to minors" charge. I know I'm an idoit for even getting those charges but, anytime I try to change anything, in my life, for the the good. It all just seems to backfire. I know this must sound extremely retarded by now. But this is more or less a cry for help. Well, not really a cry, but a rant for help.
This site has always been there for each other. I've been here since april of 05'. I've always loved this site for it's individuality and diverse people.
I know someone out on here can help me???!!!
This site has always been there for each other. I've been here since april of 05'. I've always loved this site for it's individuality and diverse people.
I know someone out on here can help me???!!!
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